Hi baby girl!

My dearest baby girl,

Someday you’ll understand the reason why I’m no longer present in your life.
It’s not that I don’t want to hug you, love you, care you like any normal father in the world would be. But situations are a little bit complicated when you’re reaching on a certain age.
This is my another love letter to you, just to show you that I actually miss you so badly.

Have I told you that I’m waiting for you for almost 15 years?
That’s true my baby, your daddy waiting for you for so long.
Ask your mommy about this okay?

How are you dear? Are you alright?
Have you met a lot of your friends?
Did you miss me?
Your daddy wants you to know that the reason why I’m doing what I’m doing, is because of you.

You will grow up fast, you won’t realize it.
You will meet a lot of friends and enemies.
But as long as you know what it is right, you don’t have to be worried.
And don’t forget to sholat five times a day, right?!

You’re taken away from me my baby girl.
There is one evil person who taken you away from me.
Your daddy had no chance to save you.
Because this monster lady is so dark and evil.

This monster threatened me, she said that she wanted to eat you unless I let you go.
That’s why I have to let you go with her. Your daddy had no other choices.
You can ask your mommy this story dear. I believe she will tell you.
But you’re free to ask me the story anytime. I’ll let you know. But be ready, maybe my story is quite the opposite than the story what you already know.

Anyway, I just want to tell you that anytime you need a friend. I will always here. And do you want to know why your name is Khaleefa Izarra Asmoro?
Maybe I’ll tell you this story later.
Be a good girl. I love you from the bottom of my heart.